Seven Steeds
by Elizabeth Bear


  

                

           

Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.

Hands taut on the rein while the brown horse bears you down.

(Down, down, dilly down, down.)

(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)

 

Neither the chains nor

enchantments have changed you—

glamours are illusions.

The human skin beneath

(though grown chill), does not peel.

But seven years in Faerie

is hours enough to make strange.

 

Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.

Hands taut on the rein while the black horse bears you down.

(Down, down, dilly down, down.)

(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)

 

Old songs forecast a savior, but

who comes to pull a woman down?

Whatever prickles or fangs—

what fire or venom—wounds you—

what armor you grow in return—

oh, lady. You are expected

to be the one who can hold on

 

Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.

Hands taut on the rein while the roan horse bears you down.

(Down, down, dilly down, down.)

(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)

 

The winter chose wiser once

she learned to choose sisters.

Hands tremble on reins slick with sweating.

A real woman

would lift her sorry ass

off that pony

and get her job done.

 

Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.

Hands taut on the rein while the red horse bears you down.

(Down, down, dilly down, down.)

(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)

No.

This the path.

This the rein.

This the lolloping stride of your stalwart mare

rocking among the broad backs of the hellbound band.

No souls to sell save yours,

and no one is coming to spare.

 

Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.

Hands taut on the rein while the bay horse bears you down.

(Down, down, dilly down, down.)

(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)

 

Seven years in Faerie is long enough to grow strange.

You have learned the shape of the pricker-bush.

The spitting cat.

The firebrand.

Turned weird and wild

you will bloody hands as would grasp you.

Unfair but not untrue.

 

Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.

Hands taut on the rein while the grey horse bears you down.

(Down, down, dilly down, down.)

(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)

 

Maybe if there were a woman—

No.

 

Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.

Hands taut on the rein while the white horse bears you down.

(Down, down, dilly down, down.)

(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)

 

Seven years in Faerie has made you deep, pointed, and still.

No lover's hand will clutch a bridle that does not ring.

Which will not fall.

 

 

 

For Leah and Jaime

24 December 2007

23 July 2008

 

 

About the Author:

Elizabeth Bear's first professionally-published fiction appeared in 2003; since then, she has published eleven solo novels (Hammered, Scardown, Worldwired, Blood and Iron, Whiskey and Water, Ink and Steel, Hell and Earth, Dust, Carnival, New Amsterdam, and Undertow), one novel in collaboration with Sarah Monette (A Companion to Wolves), and a story collection (The Chains that You Refuse). A twelfth solo novel, All the Windwracked Stars, is forthcoming in November 2008; in a starred review, Publishers Weekly hailed it as “rewarding and compelling.” With Emma Bull, Will Shetterly, Sarah Monette, and Amanda Downum, she is one of the creators of Shadow Unit, an ongoing virtual television series instantiated on the web. Her web site is at www.elizabethbear.com, and she maintains a popular LiveJournal at matociquala.livejournal.com.

She won the John W. Campbell Award for Best New Writer in 2005 and the 2006 Locus Award for Best First Novel for the "Jenny Casey" trilogy (Hammered, Scardown, and Worldwired). In 2008, her short story "Tideline" won the Sturgeon Award and the Hugo Award for best short story of the year.

 



 


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