Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.
Hands taut on the rein while the brown horse bears you down.
(Down, down, dilly down, down.)
(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)
Neither the chains nor
enchantments have changed you—
glamours are illusions.
The human skin beneath
(though grown chill), does not peel.
But seven years in Faerie
is hours enough to make strange.
Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.
Hands taut on the rein while the black horse bears you down.
(Down, down, dilly down, down.)
(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)
Old songs forecast a savior, but
who comes to pull a woman down?
Whatever prickles or fangs—
what fire or venom—wounds you—
what armor you grow in return—
oh, lady. You are expected
to be the one who can hold on
Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.
Hands taut on the rein while the roan horse bears you down.
(Down, down, dilly down, down.)
(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)
The winter chose wiser once
she learned to choose sisters.
Hands tremble on reins slick with sweating.
A
real woman
would lift her sorry ass
off that pony
and get her job done.
Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.
Hands taut on the rein while the red horse bears you down.
(Down, down, dilly down, down.)
(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)
No.
This the path.
This the rein.
This the lolloping stride of your stalwart mare
rocking among the broad backs of the hellbound band.
No souls to sell save yours,
and no one is coming to spare.
Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.
Hands taut on the rein while the bay horse bears you down.
(Down, down, dilly down, down.)
(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)
Seven years in Faerie is long enough to grow strange.
You have learned the shape of the pricker-bush.
The spitting cat.
The firebrand.
Turned weird and wild
you will bloody hands as would grasp you.
Unfair but not untrue.
Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.
Hands taut on the rein while the grey horse bears you down.
(Down, down, dilly down, down.)
(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)
Maybe if there were a woman—
No.
Oak for your eyes. Heart made of stone.
Hands taut on the rein while the white horse bears you down.
(Down, down, dilly down, down.)
(Ash and rue, rosemary and thorn)
Seven years in Faerie has made you deep, pointed, and still.
No lover's hand will clutch a bridle that does not ring.
Which will not fall.
For Leah and Jaime
24 December 2007
23 July 2008
About the Author:
Elizabeth
Bear's first professionally-published fiction
appeared in 2003; since then, she has published
eleven solo novels (Hammered,
Scardown,
Worldwired,
Blood and Iron,
Whiskey and Water,
Ink and Steel,
Hell and Earth,
Dust,
Carnival,
New Amsterdam, and
Undertow), one novel in collaboration with
Sarah Monette (A
Companion to Wolves), and a story
collection (The
Chains that You Refuse). A twelfth solo
novel,
All the Windwracked Stars, is forthcoming
in November 2008; in a starred review,
Publishers Weekly hailed it as “rewarding and
compelling.” With Emma Bull, Will Shetterly, Sarah
Monette, and Amanda Downum, she is one of the
creators of
Shadow Unit, an ongoing virtual television
series instantiated on the web. Her web site is at
www.elizabethbear.com, and she maintains a
popular LiveJournal at
matociquala.livejournal.com.
She won the John W. Campbell
Award for Best New Writer in 2005 and the 2006
Locus Award for Best First Novel for the "Jenny
Casey" trilogy (Hammered, Scardown, and
Worldwired). In 2008, her short story "Tideline"
won the Sturgeon Award and the Hugo Award for best
short story of the year.